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Saturday, 15 August 2009

  • life's gooood :]

    I can't believe summer's almost over :( it went by wayyy too fast!
    it was a good summer though, i've grown up a lot.
    i'm sad i have to get a new job. i love my job!
    school is going to suck, it's alllll business classes. shoot.

    how would you go about figuring out if you like someone as a friend or more?
    ugh. i'm so mad at myself if i went through all of this hassle and i still have no idea what i want.
    pretty standard.

    i move out of this town in 10 months :):)
    annnnd i'm still broke..uh oh,

Thursday, 09 July 2009

  • seriously when am i going to get a fucking break?
    apparently we have to come up with 160 thousand dollars or we have to sell my house
    but we can't sell my house right now because the market sucks.
    my job gives me like 15 hours a week if that.
    it would be easier for me just to move to Chicago now.
    life's going to be worse in Chicago but hey at least i'll be doing something on my own for once.

    and i'm officially done with band guys.
    they are skeezy, and shitty and not worth anyone's time
    but hey..that describes regular guys too. ugh, i just want to leave this town so bad.

Thursday, 25 June 2009

  • Currently
    Pour Some Sugar On Me
    By Def Leppard
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    the past two days have been amazing.
    i miss Lights Out and The Alumni Club :(
    i love having new people in town..i get so bored with the same old BG/bar thing..it's always the same.
    sitting by the fire, drinking, smoking, and listening to people play acoustic guitar was the best.
    blahh.
    i'm starting to smoke when i drink..let's stop that please.
    anyway, parents are gone this weekend let's party
    :]





Saturday, 20 June 2009

  • Currently
    The Mother, the Mechanic, and the Path
    By The Early November
    see related
    I'm in a horriable mood right now.
    I want to do something completely irresponsible and reckless.
    I want to just get in my car and just drive.
    drive to something bigger than this.

    My self esteem is at an extreme low
    Why am i never good enough?
    I feel like i have no friends
    My job is getting me no where
    My family life is rough
    I can't rely on anyone but myself
    Can i even rely on myself??

    blah. night walk time..i have some stuff to think about.



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